on to moving forward...

I'm so glad i got to talk to kuya Chris.. it's surprising that he asked me about my relationship one day.. and he ended up making me realize what im actually feeling.. He even made a poem about it:

Love Reassessed (When we were young) We met as kids and it was great we always spent time together out until it was late. You were my first in everything and that cant change. I know you think I want to hurt you and and this is strange. I dont want you to think I was playing mind games. But its just that I dont love you more than a friend and I'm sorry, I know its not the same. I don't know how to express to you in words my thoughts and feelings and dont worry its not my heart that someone is stealing. I want you to know that I've always loved you. This is something I never planned to do. I've known you like forever so to lose you as a friend, i hope that happens never. I can imagine your hurting and pain inside I always loved you and never lied.

APRIL = LIAR
liar may be written in my name.. but i was never a liar about my love for you..

laugh. smile.

Our class rep once told me to look for a guy who can make you laugh... a funny and fun guy.. one who can just make you remember how he makes you feel, no matter what he says or does.. one whom your laugh or smile makes him smile.

stuck

Just found out that Matt Nathanson is in town.. (MOD Club Theatre along College St, few blocks away from school) I wanna see him perform live.. but i have osteoporosis.. Osteoporosis homework to work on, that is.. I've let Jabbawockeez pass too, and now Matt.. who's next? Jason Mraz? :(

wish on a wishie

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dandelions make me smile; i remember being a kid and wishing on it, and truly believing that this flower will reach heaven, send Him my wish and it will be granted. back then i didn't know that it's called a dandelion, me and my friends call it wish. we used to wish on a wish. i remember that if you blow it and it goes up, your wish would come true... otherwise, it won't. i can't remember the last time i made a wish on a wish. i see it a lot now here in toronto as compared back home. it still continues to make me smile. each feathery seed when blown fly like little fairies. i'd like to take a photo of it one day. i keep one in my room, but it was not taken by me

so wish upon a a dandelion and blow all the spores away, close your eyes, make a wish, and may they all come true some day; because a dandelion wish is a wish to come true.